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I dream I'm awake, waking next to you... I smile as I see your pretty face. I lean over gently, to kiss your lips... Just to wake to fallen grace. I cry out... I died now... I remember that look, And it felt so real... But I woke to a nightmare instead... I dreamt of a place, waking next to you... I'm holding you in sweet embrace. I face you to me, just so I'll see... When you leaned in to kiss my face. But I cried out... I died now... I remembered that look, And it felt so real... But I woke to a tormented place... I dream of you, every night I sleep... And it feels as real as this place. But reality hits, when I cry out... I'm stuck in

Many times, I've tried. I've held myself together, and when it finally happened, I broke down. At that same exact moment, the rain came running down the road, following me close as I tried to walk away. But I couldn't tell as tears came rolling across my face. "It's not worth it." I whispered quietly to myself, the rain bearing down upon me. My life didn't feel like a story, nor did I feel like a main character in any movie or book. I felt like a human being pressured into societies stereotypes. I felt like my life was slowly disappearing before my eyes. Days slowly passed as I gathered up the strength to push on. I awoke one morning to a

All I ever wish for, At every chance I get, Is the moment when our eyes meet, And I hold you once again. The feeling of your lips, The warmth touch of your skin, The way you pull me close to you, I need to know once more. We parted ways so drastically, I feared I'd lose you now, We fought and bickered violently, But I long for you again. The taste of your sweet chap stick, The scent of you's so sweet, The way our fingers fit perfectly, You're the one I'm meant for now. Always and forever, This hopeless chap did say, I love you now more than ever, Until we meet someday.

You're the kind of memory that's hard to forget. You stick deep in my head and you attach yourself so snug at the very nerves. Every time I blink, your very being pops into my mind. But, I don't complain, because this is something I wished upon myself. To see your face every time I closed my eyes. My heart beats at the rhythm of a an AK-47, shooting out every moment. It crashes when it gets too high to the ceiling. But the thoughts of you keep me afloat on a river of pain and memories. My love for you is like a tidal wave of pure devastation upon the world. I'm not saying I'd kill for a chance to be with you, But I'd give up this wh

As I sit here, ready for bed, Thoughts of you swim through my head. These heavy burdens flow through my mind, And I know I loved you every time. I ask myself "What did I do?" Because of me? I lost all of you. You were all my friends, best of buds. But someone else screws it all up. I still care, I really do, But time goes on, and who I lost few. But now I know that time goes on. I've made new friends, and had tons of fun. I made new dreams, the old stopped to a halt. But now I know, it wasn't my fault. You got rid of me and ran away scared. But here I am, and I prevailed. I grew up, you started hating, But in the end, I began

I don't believe in forever, That's what she said. Just like I don't believe in love. When you said you love me, You told me it felt right. You know what love is now, So let me tell you what forever is. Forever is the day we met, That smile on your face. Forever is the times you laughed, At the cheesiness I said. Forever is the moments, No matter how short or few. Forever is the days we live, The days I spend with you. It's when everyday we're together Feels like the first day we met. Forever is the little things, The gifts, the talks, the love. Forever is the bigger things, Like how we just can't stop Talking about the fu